Tag: grief
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So Yeah, That’s Why I Cried Today
I cried at the gym today doing my last set of clamshells—an exercise I’m only doing to try to get better at running. I’m not sure if my knees will truly make it though, but that’s not the reason I cried. I cried because in a split second I realized my eating habits, or more Read more
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Do you believe in God?
I don’t know, but yes. I watched someone very close to me die…I mean, I watched him take his last breath. That was the day I started to believe in God, again. I hated the idea that I had no idea where he went or whether he was safe. The idea of it terrified me. Read more
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I’m Tired of Watching People Die
I watch people die for a living. Very rarely do the people I work for get better. Almost every single client I’ve worked with is dead. Tonight is no different. I’m watching every family member walk by and cry. I’m watching life drain from everyone’s face. I watch them weep as they walk away. There’s Read more