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New Post Every Tuesday & Friday!
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Healing Through Tears: Finding Freedom in Softness
11/28/2024: I’ve cried more this year than I have in my entire life. I cried half-way to the top of Cadillac Mountain today while staring off into the ocean, while hearing “I’m not that girl” from the Wicked movie, and finally on my drive home in a snow storm. I was never much of a…
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Even Though I Don’t Know Where I’m Going…
I ran 3 miles today and it absolutely sucked, but I did it anyway. Because sometimes life sucks, you want to give up, and think nothing will get better, but that doesn’t mean I can’t do hard things. These past few months have sucked as a whole, and I stopped exercising and caring for myself.…
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How to Start Over, Again and Again
8/20/2024: What if I told you I wasn’t doing well? What if I told you that I’ve thrown up 4 times this week? What if I told you that I don’t see myself getting better? What if I told you that I’m terrified for my well-being? I sat on my patio tonight smoking a cigarette…
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sinking in silence
surrounded by soft moss, i seep into the ground. wisps of hair blind my eyes the air rips through my throat my body wailing for release. blood pumping viciously through my veins my heart pounding with every drop. watch me weep— as nothingness consumes me. beg for everything i’ve lost, & then i’ll run.