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  • Showerheads, Sweatshirts, & Goodbye to Grandpa

    My grandpa died two days ago. I felt my phone vibrating and saw my mom’s name pop up…she hasn’t called me in 8 years. A couple of rings went by while I thought of every single possible thing she could be calling me about. Finally, I answered the phone:  Me: “hello?” Mom: “hi, how are…

  • The Chill Of The Hunt

    Tired is he who walks in the dark. The dark embracing sound as the crunch of foliage fills the air. Perhaps the morning dew lying brisk on his shoes softens the thud of his foot. Cold is the wind, rustling leaves, masking his clumsy travels. With the moon as a guide he de-ices his beard…

  • Behind the Smile: The Unspoken Reality of Loneliness & Burnout 

    October 22, 2024: Sadly, I hate to say it, but I’m not doing well. I’ve never been so homesick in my entire life and I’ve never felt more dead on the inside. The weather gets cold, and I’m done for. I’m already wearing thermals here in Maine because mother nature decided that it should be…

  • the street lamp between us

    it’s a frosty night in maine 2am & 19 degrees the only warmth i feel is the breath that surpasses my lips i can see you in the distance  my skin ruffles as i stride towards you  the gap between us begins to close i’m beneath you now & above me you shine  with the…

  • A Northern Rant: Wicked Soup & Social Frustration

    Wicked, wicked ,wicked…WICKED! What the fuck is up with the North and wicked…and no I’m not fucking talking about the movie. I’m sure that’s actually enjoyable. Ever since I moved here so many people use that word with a northern accent and it makes my ears throb…but it gets worse…they also throw in a ‘yeah’…

  • between the lines

    anything can be a poem roses are red, remember?  just like these lines  & violets are blue. so simple yet oddly complex are you looking for a deeper meaning?  did you read between the lines?  analyzing every single word why choose that verbiage? what’s it mean to you?  i’ll overthink my life until it’s true. …