Tag: hate
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The Habit of Hating Myself
Sometimes I wonder what it is about hating yourself that feels almost addictive. At some point in my life, I hated almost everything about myself, and it’s so easy to slip back into that. It’s easy to start thinking about all the things I hate about myself… like it’s just the default way my brain Read more
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Sleep Hates Me!
Ahh…yes. Yuka is in stats class yet again, avoiding paying attention because she procrastinated writing this blog post last night in order to possibly get thirty more minutes of sleep. Ironically, I got no sleep last night. And I mean none. I shut my eyes and just laid there for hours, hoping I would eventually fall Read more
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You Deserved to Bleed Too
It’s 11:15 p.m.—my version of a late night. I can’t sleep, so here I am, sitting in bed, hoping I can write out all my feelings until my brain shuts off and I can rest. I don’t think I’ll ever stop missing my hometown. I miss Tennessee every damn day. I never thought I could Read more
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You
You stand six feet five inches tall blazing blonde buttoned up with a beery smile. You the American dream irresistible to a woman’s gaze. You never wrong a perfect citizen free from burden. You all knowing enriched with wisdom from Andrew Tate. You love the same way one hates deteriorating the brain. You pawn people Read more