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  • Joy Runs Don’t Last Forever

    Today I was at the gym, and I had the sudden urge to just start bawling. Maybe I should start with the fact that I decided to do my 6.5-mile long run before hitting legs at the gym. That was the worst mistake of my life—but I’ll probably do it again at some point, convincing myself it…

  • Learning How to Be Quiet

    I have nothing written for today, and usually I have at least one piece of writing from my journal stashed away so that I always have something to post — but today I’m empty. My thoughts are slightly empty as well. Life has been so… very slow compared to how I typically live. I’m not…

  • Why Desire Feels Like a Promise

    There is this idea—it goes something along the lines of: if you feel strongly about something you want, something you yearn for, it’s already yours. Because if it wasn’t meant for you, you wouldn’t crave it so deeply. I heard it recently somewhere on the internet while I was aimlessly scrolling, and the idea has…

  • What’s the Goal?

    I think one of the best ways to get to know someone is by asking one simple question: What’s the goal? I ask this question to almost everyone I meet for the first time, and the most common answer—almost always—is money.“I just want to get rich.” So then I ask why. What does money actually do for…

  • You’re Allowed to Change Your Mind

    There aren’t many things I’d stand on my soapbox and preach, but if there’s one thing I would scream at the top of my lungs, it’s this: YOU’RE ALLOWED TO CHANGE YOUR MIND.And I mean entirely—about anything, in any circumstance. If something no longer serves you or no longer gives you the feeling it once did,…

  • I Refuse to Be Half-Known

    I’ll say it once and only once: I wish so badly I wasn’t single. I’ve been single for almost four years now, and for the most part, I really do wish I were in a relationship. I wish I had someone to come home to, or someone rooting for me. I feel like I could have been…