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  • Seven Layers and Christmas Eve Sushi

    It’s officially two days until Christmas, and I’m so immensely happy to be able to open all the gifts I bought myself this year, even though I already know exactly what I put under my tree. I really wish I had something more meaningful to write about right now, but nothing is really coming to…

  • The Truth About What I Want

    Can I tell you a secret? I have no idea what I’m doing, and I have no desire to,and that feels odd. I used to think I wanted to have everything in my life figured out, but the older I get, the less I care. Actually, that’s not what I want to talk about. I…

  • Learning to Move Slower

    Ahhh…it’s my mother’s birthday yet again. How does it keep happening that my posts seem to land on the day she was born? Well anyway, this year I don’t want to talk about her—so I won’t. The semester just ended. I took my last exam yesterday, and now I get to drown in research until…

  • “Embrace The Suck”

    Someone once said to me, “Sometimes you just have to embrace the suck.” I remember the moment my ears first heard those words…he was hovering over me while I sat on the edge of my bed. He was trying to convince me why we should stay together, in his own odd way. And even though…

  • A Life Worth Missing

    One day, I won’t live in Bangor anymore—in a two-bedroom apartment with that pink couch I’m sitting on, staring at my Christmas tree in the dark on the night before the full moon. Daisy won’t be curled up next to me while I bawl my eyes out, crying alone. One day, this will all be…

  • The Magic That December Holds

    It’s officially the last month of the year—December—my second favorite month to exist. I’m currently experiencing what’s supposed to be the start of a snowstorm. While I usually dislike the idea of being trapped indoors by snow, watching it fall outside my balcony window is truly magical. Even better when paired with a fresh, hot…