Category: My Mind

  • I Don’t Know How to Stop Being Mad

    I don’t know how to stop being angry with him. I’m so annoyed to the point that even his voice irks me, and I don’t know how to make it stop. We get on the phone, and I want to act normal—but I can’t. And I feel like an absolute bitch because I can’t get Read more

  • You Deserved to Bleed Too

    It’s 11:15 p.m.—my version of a late night. I can’t sleep, so here I am, sitting in bed, hoping I can write out all my feelings until my brain shuts off and I can rest. I don’t think I’ll ever stop missing my hometown. I miss Tennessee every damn day. I never thought I could Read more

  • I Don’t Know How to Write When I’m Happy

    I haven’t been writing a lot lately…I haven’t really written at all in the last two months, unless it’s the night before a post, and I’m not really sure why that is. My life is really calm right now…not much to complain about, nor much I care to talk about. Life is simple. Life is Read more

  • the seasons of friendship

    I think about friendships a lot—whether they’re built to last a lifetime or just born out of convenience for the moment. It’s hard to judge a friendship in the first six months, but after that, I usually have a strong sense of whether it’s something lasting or not. Ironically, the ones I thought would last Read more

  • i love them, but i don’t belong there

    It’s been a hot minute since I’ve written here. Man, trying to spend time with everyone while I’m home is not easy. I love my friends dearly… but damn, can they live any farther away from one another? I guess that’s the price of growing up—everything changes, we all move on, and one day you Read more

  • The Two Places I Don’t Think

    5/15/2025 I started my long road trip down to Nashville two days ago, and I’m currently sitting in Shenandoah National Park without a lick of service. It’s the best day I’ve had in months—and it’s also my first time camping this year. It’s been too long, to say the least. Last night, I was in Read more