Tag: tired
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Today’s Complaints…
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Will It Ever Be Enough?
Can I say something without you thinking I want to die? Sometimes the thought, “I can’t wait to die,” crosses my mind. Not because I want to die now, or because I hate my life, or because I’m miserable. It’s more that I feel like nothing is ever going to be enough. At least when I die,… Read more
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Why Am I More Tired When I Finally Rest?
Today I woke up and realized that my under-eyes are starting to turn purple and sink in a little. The weird part? I’ve been sleeping more than I have in the last three years, yet somehow I look more tired. I feel more tired, and my body hurts more. I swear this happens every time.… Read more
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Toodles From a Tired Brain
Here are my very quick updates since I do not want to be writing this at all right now… Sometimes I feel like having a blog I post on two times a week feels more like a burden than something that brings me joy. It just feels like another thing on my to-do list that… Read more
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Sleep Hates Me!
Ahh…yes. Yuka is in stats class yet again, avoiding paying attention because she procrastinated writing this blog post last night in order to possibly get thirty more minutes of sleep. Ironically, I got no sleep last night. And I mean none. I shut my eyes and just laid there for hours, hoping I would eventually fall… Read more
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Drowning Above Water
I can’t sleep. I don’t want to eat. I’m tired. I can’t feel anything. A cigarette, a drink, a late-night McDonald’s binge—the mountains, the stars, the quiet, the calm. None of it seems to work. Nothing that used to bring me a little bit of relief from the outside world works anymore. I feel lost… Read more