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I’m Tired of Watching People Die
I watch people die for a living. Very rarely do the people I work for get better. Almost every single client I’ve worked with is dead. Tonight is no different. I’m watching every family member walk by and cry. I’m watching life drain from everyone’s face. I watch them weep as they walk away. There’s…
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I Don’t Know How to Write When I’m Happy
I haven’t been writing a lot lately…I haven’t really written at all in the last two months, unless it’s the night before a post, and I’m not really sure why that is. My life is really calm right now…not much to complain about, nor much I care to talk about. Life is simple. Life is…
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My Back Hurts and I’m Not Even 30
It’s come… it’s finally come—the time that I can no longer drink coffee past noon or I will inevitably stay up all night, tossing and turning in bed, wondering why I can’t fall asleep. When did I get this old? My body aging feels cruel. Everything hurts all the time. I remember a friend from…
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The Stillness Is Screaming
I’ve been inconsistent. Ever since I got home from my three-week road trip, not a single part of me has wanted to leave my bed. Don’t get me wrong—I’ve definitely left my bed—but I feel like my body could sleep forever. I did so much socializing and driving in those three weeks that the need…
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Beautiful & Unbearable
I don’t know how to describe the feeling of crossing the state line back into Maine after being gone for three weeks. It was like my stomach dropped into a pit, and every part of me was begging to turn around. I find it so irritating how strongly I dislike this state. I hate this…
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the seasons of friendship
I think about friendships a lot—whether they’re built to last a lifetime or just born out of convenience for the moment. It’s hard to judge a friendship in the first six months, but after that, I usually have a strong sense of whether it’s something lasting or not. Ironically, the ones I thought would last…