Category: My Fears

  • A Table for One & A Wish for Two

    I took myself to Maggiano’s Little Italy on my solo birthday trip in Boston. It was my dinner on the last day. I walked in and asked for a table for one. The hostess sat me at a large red booth all to myself. I did a little boot scoot and boogie to sit in Read more

  • 50 Things I Wish I Could Tell My Mom For Her 50th Birthday

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  • Showerheads, Sweatshirts, & Goodbye to Grandpa

    My grandpa died two days ago. I felt my phone vibrating and saw my mom’s name pop up…she hasn’t called me in 8 years. A couple of rings went by while I thought of every single possible thing she could be calling me about. Finally, I answered the phone:  Me: “hello?” Mom: “hi, how are Read more

  • I Wonder What it’s Like to Have A Mom

    I’m scared that I’m going to regret all the time I haven’t spoken to my mom when I die…I just feel like a daughter should have her mother, but she makes me feel like shit. I’m constantly asked by new people why I don’t speak with my mother, and I’m usually able to dodge the Read more

  • F*ck Love & Body Image

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    About a month ago I was on a date with a man. We were sitting on his bed and he asked me what exactly I was looking for. I told him that I was looking for the person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with in hopes that it ended in marriage. Read more

  • Don’t Let Fear Stop You

    AHHH MY FIRST BLOG POST!!!!! I truly didn’t think that I would start this, but here we are and I couldn’t be happier with myself. I started this blog so I could just yap to my heart’s content, but suddenly I’m at a loss of things to say. The first for many things has always Read more